On The Transition to Light Body - IlliaEm Through Suzanne Lie

Message From IlliaEm of Arcturus – Constant Communication With SELF

Through Suzanne Lie
September 24, 2014

I AM IlliaEm, Elohim of Arcturus,

As an Elohim I am a “holder of form.” I have come to bestow a great gift on you. However, first allow me to tell you about the “Force of Creation."

Elohim are the Higher SELVES of Devas, who are the Higher SELVES of Elementals. It is the task of Elohim, as well as all the members of the Devic Kingdom, to assist Beings in holding a form/body, allowing them to incarnate into a manifest reality, which they choose to hold a form.

You and Gaia have many Elementals within your physical body. These Elementals are “supervised” by their Devas, who are the Group Elemental for their element. These Elementals and Devas assist all 3D Beings in creating and holding their 3D form.

Because Gaia, and all her inhabitants, is undergoing the ascension process, all life on Gaia is incrementally rising in vibration. With each small shift in resonance, your form slightly alters. Because of this, the Elementals, Devas and Elohim are now extremely busy.

In fact, your human body and the planetary body of Gaia are altering their structure, beginning with the DNA. Therefore, I, IlliaEm, am here to assist you, persons and planet, in your transformation. You see, as you change the resonate frequency of your body you also shift realities.

Therefore, we members of the Devic Kingdom are not only assisting you in holding the form of your earth vessel, but we are also assisting Gaia in holding the form of all forms within and upon Her ever-changing planet.

This shifting of forms and realities is much like climbing a steep mountain cliff. First you reach up as far as you can to place your pylon into the cliff. Then you attach your safety tether to the pylon so that you are connected to something solid as you move up the cliff. Then, when you feel ready, you pull yourself up to the position of the pylon. It is best to remain there for a while, to assure that you are stable, before you repeat the same process, again and again.

This “climb” is precisely what you are doing now. First you reach up in vibration to a higher frequency of your Multidimensional SELF. Then you attach your attention, pylon, to that SELF. When you feel ready, you use your intention, safety tether, to pull your resonance up in vibration until it matches the SELF to whom you have attached.

Just as the mountain climber’s view of the world changes each time a higher pylon is reached, your reality shifts each time you move into a higher frequency of your SELF. Because your body has risen in resonance, you are able to consciously perceive a higher frequency reality. The reality was always there, but it was formerly beyond your ability to perceive it. Once you are able to become aware of a reality, you can also be IN that reality.

In order to stay conscious in that higher vibration, however, you must maintain your body, and/or consciousness, at that frequency. In other words, you must “hold the form” of your new body, just as the mountain climber must “hold his position” on a higher part of the mountain.

Gradually, you are changing from a third dimensional, to a fourth dimensional, to a fifth dimensional body and reality. You are transforming your “form” from that of carbon, 3D, to etheric, 4D, to Lightbody, 5D. Hence, this transition will often make you feel fatigued. Your alteration is much like that of a “snake” that has outgrown its old skin and must shed it.

Slowly but surely, your old “skin” is being released so that your “new model,” Lightbody, can be revealed. “YOU” will not “die.” In fact, you won’t even appear to be of Light with your physical eyes, as your external shell will maintain the same vibration as the planet, so that you and Gaia may perform your ascension TOGETHER.

You and Gaia are encased in the shell of the “old you.” Inside the shell, you are transforming into Lightbody. You will keep this protective encasement until it is time for you to “crack the shell” in synchronicity with Gaia and all the other members of the grounded Planetary Ascension Team. This cracking of the shell will commence at the “time” when the 3D Matrix begins to so degrade that the points of cohesion loosen.

The 3D Game will begin its “ending” when “enough” of the illusions of separation and limitation are released by the awakening Lightworkers. Every time you say NO to illusion, NO to limitation, and NO to extinct beliefs that separate one from another, the 3D Matrix loosens.

This process will come slowly at first but will steadily gather speed. Unfortunately, due to their fears and indoctrinations from the past, many humans, as well as other members of Gaia’s kingdom, are still living in “survival based” reality. Happily, as each player of the Game Awakens, their first task is to awaken others.

The progression of awakening will quickly accelerate as each of you awakens and, in turn, awaken others, who awaken others, who awaken others… Your awakening is a process of integrating your Soul/SELF into your physical body. Integrating your Soul/SELF is much like “resting by the pylon to which you have just ascended.” Ascension, like climbing a cliff, is done bit-by-bit.

I, IlliaEm, wish to congratulate you on your journey so far. You have now integrated your Soul/SELF into your First, Second, Third, and Fourth Chakras. Please, allow your self “time” to adjust to these changes, as well as to each new reality.

As your lower chakras, one through three, are recalibrated, you experience more and more freedom from living in “survival mode.” This freedom feels like a huge transition in your life.

With the calibration of your Fourth, Heart Chakra, there are more major changes, both in your life and in your body, as you integrate the Unconditional Love of your Soul/SELF. This foundation of Unconditional Love gives you the courage to awaken your own Force of Creation that has been locked in your Throat Chakra.

During the integration of your Throat Chakra, your consciousness will expand to encompass the fifth dimension and your brainwaves will shift from Beta, to Alpha, to Theta. Beta Wave Consciousness will become increasingly tedious, and you will crave the Force of Creation in your everyday life.

At this point you will likely feel “out of sync” with members of your previous reality who have not yet awakened their Force of Creation and still believe that they must “work hard to get what they want.”

As your consciousness expands, your body accepts more prana into your chakras, your chakras spin faster due to the increased prana, and deeper levels of darkness are released from your physical form. As age-old darkness is released, the secrets of your alternate realities “past lives” are experienced, often in a vivid fashion. Until these realities are healed and released, life can be quite challenging.

During this cleansing, remember that you are “creating” your personal tunnel of light through your Lower Astral Body. I wish to remind you that, as you clear you own Lower Astral Body, you are also clearing the Lower Astral Body of Gaia. It is the Lower Astral Body in which your ancient pain and fear is trapped. Once it is cleared, more Light can come into your consciousness and into the Collective Consciousness of Gaia.

Your physical “shell” becomes thinner and more pliable as your fourth dimensional aura is cleared of old dissonance. It is true that you have already cleared much of your “darkness,” but as you move higher UP in consciousness, you also move deeper DOWN into your unconscious self. Also, due to the alteration of your DNA, you are now clearing old genetic memories that were formerly inaccessible.

Because of your great progress, you are transitioning from the fourth dimension to the fifth dimension, which is a greater “leap” than the transition from the third to the fourth dimension. The shift in consciousness from third to fourth dimension is much more familiar than the shift from fourth into fifth dimension, because the third and fourth dimensions have been interwoven in all of your earth incarnations.

In fact, Lemuria and Atlantis were more fourth dimensional than third. Then, after the fall of Atlantis, the portal to the fourth dimensional Kingdom of Faerie, was open for quite some time. In addition, you visit the fourth dimension every night during your sleep, and have crossed over into it every time you have “died.”

On the other hand, you have only experienced the fifth dimension during very spiritual lifetimes in which you actually “ascended” at the time of your “death.” In your “ascension” in these lifetimes, you were able to consciously cross over into the loving acceptance of your “Spirit Guides.” However, your earth vessel was usually discarded, and a new one was created for your “next” incarnation.

On the other hand, during this era of Planetary Ascension, many of you will keep an earth vessel for your visits to the “old Earth,” so that you may more easily assist the new ascending ones. This will be much like keeping a car at your office, so that you will have transportation while you are at work.

In fact, many of you are having one reality in which you can freely be your SELF and another reality in which you must “keep up the façade” of being ONLY third dimensional. You are doing this so that you can perform your Mission in the “Silence.” Once you have fully integrated your Throat Chakra, you will find it much more difficult to KEEP up your facade, and easier to “come out” into the world as your SELF.

The challenge is that it is difficult enough to successfully and happily live one earth life, and your transformation is creating the experience of simultaneously living many lives. Fortunately, with the integration of the Throat Chakra, you are in Constant Communication with your Multidimensional SELF who is quite familiar with concurrently living in multiple realities. This Constant Communication will guide you, just as, increasingly, you will guide others.

With the integration of your Fifth Chakra, the human emotions of the Second Chakra will convert into the higher octave emotions of the Fifth Chakra. The integration of your Heart Chakra has allowed you to feel Unconditional Love and Compassion for your self, which gives you a firm foundation for escalation of your emotions to the next octave.

The Constant Communication with your SELF will continuously offer you an antidote for the toxic emotions of the third dimension. When you feel angry, your SELF will remind you that you can choose to UNDERSTAND. When you become sad, your SELF will assist you to RELEASE what is “complete” into the Flow. And, when you experience fear, your SELF will bask you in Unconditional LOVE to give you strength to fulfill the Initiation that YOU have created.

Because you continuously hear the “Voice of your SELF,” and see through the “Eyes of your Soul,” memories from Home constantly distract you from what you “should” be doing and encourage you to, instead, do what you “want” to do.

Eventually, it will become easier for you to remember that you no longer “want” to engage in the dramas of the 3D Game. Since you can now see through many illusions, you are more able to Unconditionally Accept and Unconditionally Forgive the behavior and actions of those who are still trapped in the 3D Matrix.

Please take a moment now to integrate my message. I will return shortly to lead you in the Throat Chakra Mediation.




Toward Awareness and Making Informed Choices

John D. Rockefeller’s American Cancer Society Never Meant to ‘Cure’ Cancer

By Christina Sarich, Natural Society
September 22, 2014

Did you realize that all conventional methods of killing cancer have only a 3% overall ‘cure’ rate?

Chemotherapy and radiation not only have low cure rates, but they also kill healthy cells and often make cancer worse, when this is completely unnecessary because most cells can be reverted into healthy, non-damaging cells with the right treatment.

That’s not something the American Cancer Society (ACS) and Susan G. Komen for the Cure want you to know, though. They are in bed with Big Pharma, and financed by the legacy of John D. Rockefeller who started the ACS in 1913.

An Unfortunate History

The ACS was begun as a business model – not a means to ‘cure’ people from life-threatening illness. It’s also a brilliant way to wash dirty money. The ACS, in fact, receives more money in contributions every few minutes than the Independent Cancer Research Foundation (ICRF) (which has 90% ‘cure rates’) receives in a full year!

John D. Rockefeller is also the son of the founder of the pharmaceutical industry in the US. Sterling Drug, Inc., the largest holding company in the Rockefeller Drug Empire and its 68 subsidiaries, showed profits in 1961 of $23,463,719 after taxes, on net assets of $43,108,106 – a 54% profit.

Squibb, another Rockefeller-controlled company, made not 6%, but 576% on the actual value of its property in 1945. At this time, the Army Surgeon General’s Office and the Navy Bureau of Medicine and Surgery were also heavily promoting vaccines to the tune of 200 million ‘shots’ per year.

Furthermore, the Rockefeller’s Trust to promote the pharmaceutical industry is also evidenced in their well-publicized donations to Harvard Medical School (more than $8 million in donations), Yale (who received more than $7 million), John Hopkins (more than $10 million in donations), Washington University in St. Louis (more than $2 million), Columbia University (who received more than $5 million in donations), and Cornell (more than $1.7 million).

Read: Greed – Why An Accepted ‘Cure’ for Cancer Won’t be Found

Read more: Real Proof of Cancer Cures Comes from Cured Patients, Not Scientific Documents

The Rockefeller Foundation itself was also set up in 1904 by something called the General Education Fund – which we can only assume now was meant to ‘educate’ the masses in illness and death.

By May of 1915, the Supreme Court tried to stop this illegal drug racketeering, but even though the trust was ordered to be dismantled, the Rockefellers were already above the law.

It is this very unsavory history that has brought us to the pharmaceutical paradigm we are mesmerized with today. Sadly, our government Supreme Court, minor courts, and politicians somehow decided ‘if you can’t beat them, join them,’ and now we have – from teaching hospitals and universities, to research endowments and 501c3s, promoting a 3% ‘cure’, when there are abundantly better ways of treating cancer.

These institutions also promote an idea that cancer cells cause damage to DNA, but in the 1930s, it was proven that cancer cells could be turned back into healthy ones – before DBA [DNA?] was even discovered!

The industry tried very hard to discredit the studies of Dr. Royal Rife, who discovered that cancer could be treated more holistically. The AMA had a field day with his 1987 book, entitled The Cancer Cure That Worked. In 1934, Mr. Royal Rife and his associates opened 2 small clinic in California and treated sixteen cases of cancer with treatments that lasted only three minutes. Rife’s treatments rendered no adverse side effects and were 100% effective, but his is not the only story of successful cancer treatment that has been suppressed.

Since the 1900s, multiple cancer treatments that cost little or nothing have been suppressed by the legacy of the Rockefeller’s shady business. From cannabis oil miracles to Essiac tea, as soon as someone starts to interfere with Big Pharma’s money with sound solutions, you can bet they are getting a one-way ticket out of town, harassed, smacked with lawsuits, and even pronounced the sentence of death.

It is time to end their reign. They are not kings, but criminals.

Additional Sources:

The Rockefellers & Trilateral Commission (video)
The Rockefeller Foundation: Paper vs. Electronic with Chris Bailey, World Health Organization (video)


Healing With Color

Healing With Color

By Nora Yolles-Young, C.Ht.

September 23, 2014

With all this talk out there about cleansing, purifying and purging ourselves of the last vestiges of the 3rd dimensional reality or as they refer to in the Law of One material, third Density, it’s tough to get any relief from the continual energetic onslaught that many of us are experiencing. Whether it be solar flares, detaching from fear and war paradigms or managing the calm center in a sea of chaos.

As a hypnotherapist and holistic life coach, I get the chance to work with people who are experiencing this profound paradigm shift on all levels and in infinite permutations. The number one complaint I get from clients is their frustration around the struggle to shift stuck negative thinking in a way that is quick, easy and foolproof.

People are so busy with their daily lives that taking time away from work, family obligations, errands, etc., to hold the light and BE the peace enough to manifest a new Golden Age into physicality is often too overwhelming to contemplate, let alone manage and maintain.

This brings me to my technique. My favorite thing to do is to help people come by offering fun and creative ways to shift consciousness and generate upliftment from within. In hypnotherapy, the general goal is to create change without having to actually “think” about it.
To heal effortlessly. To connect with the subconscious aspects of self so that new more aligned and appropriate internal agreements can be made. To literally overwrite the outdated programming. This may seem daunting at first blush, but I assure you, it’s as easy as daydreaming!

Perhaps you are the type of person that gets thrown off by bad traffic, or maybe there is a person in your life that causes you to doubt your spiritual progress every time you run into them or hear their name! Rest assured, we all have those people in our lives!

So what is a well intentioned spark of the divine to do?

This is one of my all time favorite techniques because it can be used anytime and it just takes a few moments and what’s more, it utilizes the parts of us that are most fun to play with! Imagination and color!

Here is what you do:

First, pause from your activity. Make sure you are seated or in a position that facilitates having your eyes closed for a minute or two. Breathe easily and deeply. Close your eyes (unless your are driving or otherwise needing your vision). Next, notice that feeling, thought or sensation that’s got you so tense and stuck in negativity.

Here is the cool part. While focusing and acknowledging that this thing has got a hold on you, mentally scan your physical body to notice where in your body you have corresponding tightness. It often has a distinct location and can very commonly be associated with one more more chakras.

As you tune into the location(s) of the tightness, see it with your inner vision or with your ability to pretend by using imagination to visualize the shape and color of this tightness. Be sure to keep breathing easily. Next and without judgement, imagine a rainbow spectrum of color before you. This rainbow is intelligent energy and can work easily with your own mind, body, spirit to create powerful shifts. See the energy interacting with the tightness. Notice what color(s)interact and interface with the blocked tight energy.

See the color(s) work in cooperation with the block to shift and transform it; whatever that means to you. This process will be unique to you. There will be no correct or incorrect way to do this. Usually, this is all that is needed to release the blocked energy. Sometimes more deeply entrenched energy takes more time. If more remains, that is okay. All that is needed at this time is a noticing of what is taking place.

I believe that these blocks are being noticed so that they can be transmuted and moved out of your energy bodies. Often, more time is needed to integrate the new more streamlined higher vibrational frequencies into your being. Replacing old with new. It’s like a download of a new computer operating system. It can require some time and focus to complete the process, but well worth the attention.

Now, take a deep breath. Make sure you are grounded to the planet, and continue on with your daily routine and praise yourself for taking the opportunity to take care of yourself and simultaneously heal the planet.

For questions, please contact Nora via www.chrysalishealing dot org


Nurture The Garden Of You

The Federation of Light

Through Blossom Goodchild

September 20, 2014

Welcome, once again. It is so good to be back in regular contact … and I am excited to see what you have to offer to us today. Full steam ahead Captain!

The warmest of welcome’s to you and our friends as we come together AS ONE. How wondrous a mission we are all accomplishing. Each individual playing their part … in order to bring about this magnificent CHANGE ... EVERYWHERE.

It is indeed magnificent. Any more pointers you can offer? … As we really are ‘cottoning on’ NOW and raring to go.

Dearest souls, that which you consider to be of Great value is warming to our hearts. You are coming from a place within your Beings that is from the finer Essence of your TRUTH. This you can FEEL NOW.

Yes, we can. Well, those that choose to, anyway. Our world, at this time, is in an awful mess in places, yet, by CHOOSING to remain HIGH, we are doing the upmost to make sure that our LOVE is felt throughout. I LOVE the concept you have been speaking of, of late, and I am understanding it more and more. GOOD JOB!

Our purpose, our intent … is to guide you through these times with ALL LOVE. We hasten to add that for many, although they are ‘holding back’, that they too … shall in their own way … in their own time … also contribute to this VAST DIVINE PLAN. Can you imagine Dearest Hearts, when the majority of your Planet comes into this understanding also?

For One to be in alignment with WHO THEY ARE … for One to ‘GET IT’ … Each One … then … the job is done.

The Glorious results that are showing up on our ‘Energy markers’ … prove beyond doubt that your world is ‘pulling through’.


For even those who are unaware of what is taking place … are beginning to FEEL a change in and around them.

Yes, we are aware that there are areas in which souls have fallen into the mire. These souls have chosen a path which ‘they believe’ is their right to rule. Send much Love to those that are misguided … they are part of you.

So, in continuance with that which we have spoken … send more LOVE to yourself. That way, you raise YOUR vibration continually … in the KNOWING YOU are THEIR ‘saving Grace’. Even though at this time they do not know it.

Friends, these souls that are lost … they shall have enough to contend with, when their TRUTH realises that this is not the way to behave. For their regret and remorse far surpasses any ‘human’ punishment that one would like to put upon them. They shall not be punished. We do not agree with this word ... or this action. For ONLY the soul self shall FEEL that of which they have given out … and FEEL it they will.

YOUR JOB … is to remain in PEACE.


Do not allow thoughts regarding another’s actions to lower your Vibration. Remain ONLY in YOUR Vibration and do your very best to keep it the best it can be.


Yes, this is understood. Easy for me though, in my circumstances ... yet, maybe not so easy for other’s who are not living in such wonderful conditions.

Yet, please keep in mind, that Each soul … wherever they may reside in the physical … has chosen to be there … before they came. The place in which any One soul finds themselves … is there because that place and its conditions … Serve THEIR purpose for THEIR SOUL’S growth.

Do not think that it was a Lucky Dip. That One just pulled a 'place' out of a hat when one desired to return to your Planet Earth. Each positioning … Each Family to be part of … is carefully considered and discussed ... in order for One’s ‘New Life’ to benefit that soul to its fullest degree.

I do understand that … yet, it’s quite hard to get one’s head around the fact that one would agree to a life of poverty or surrounded by war … or famine …

From an Earthly perspective this may be so. Yet, from a HIGHER PLACE … it seems the perfect solution for One to encounter certain ‘challenges’ in order for Each One to become WHO THEY ARE … IN THEIR TRUTH … in the quickest way possible.

These ‘markers’ are accepted by souls when not of human form, because they can FEEL the possibilities that are opened up to them … in order to bring about their full potential.

One may FEEL, like yourself Blossom … that they are in a more fortunate lifestyle in order to carry out their mission.

We say to you … It matters not where One is situated in EARTHLY geography. For this makes no difference to where One and ALL are situated within their soul self.

AND … this is where ONE RESIDES IN TRUTH.

That WHICH a soul CHOOSES TO BE … that WHERE a soul CHOOSES to BE … is perfect for that soul.

Opportunities arise to BE OF SERVICE … EVERYWHERE.

You may FEEL ‘fortunate’ in your place of residence/choice Blossom … and indeed we do not deny the beauty of your shores and mountains. There is no conflict where you are … so it is for you, to carry on BEING LOVE … doing what you do.

There are those who are contained within destruction and hatred … yet, they too have the same opportunity … To Serve. Yet, in a different way.

Let us return to the LOVE and the continual LOVING of the self.

THIS IS THE GREATEST OF SERVICE TO THE WHOLE THAT YOU CAN OFFER. For reasons that we have spoken of in previous sessions.

When One grasps this … then their format for living … their Vibration in which they CHOOSE to BE … can only Serve them … in a manner which allows ALL GOOD things to flow. When one CHOOSES to remain in that HIGH Vibration … there is no other option! Therefore, do you see? Whether in paradise or squander … to Serve the self … is the key to having One’s life as it should be.


YOU are the part of The Whole … an aspect of The Whole … and it is your responsibility to take care of that aspect of The Whole in which you have been assigned to.

It is like being given a small plot of land … If we may offer this analogy. Each soul is offered the opportunity to nurture the garden that they have been allotted. They can CHOOSE to plant flowers, shrubs, vegetables … whatever they CHOOSE.

Some will have a thriving garden … because they take the time to care and water ... that which has been assigned to them. Others may throw a few seeds down and ‘hope for the best’. They sit and watch … waiting for results and then become downcast and despondent when nothing grows or is produced.
Yet others … Each day they attend their garden. Each day they see results. This gives them incentive … for they can see the results that their focus is producing.


This applies to YOU … YOUR SOUL.

As time matures … One's garden is either thriving … for others to admire and FEEL the Love and care through that attendance to detail … OR … One has nothing other than arid soil to moan and groan about … and complain that another’s garden bears far more fruit than theirs.

They think in the fashion of another getting a better place than they, and fall once again into the ‘If only I had been given THAT plot of soil ... things would have worked out fine for me then’. They fail to accept that each one ‘arrives’ with their seeds, trowel and watering can … they come to your Planet with ALL the tools they need to thrive.

Not One arrives with less than another. For you come AS /IN your soul. Your soul, any soul … ALWAYS has the opportunity to thrive and grow. It simply depends on how much focus you put in … as to how much you receive back.

I thought then, you were going to say … how much ‘effort’ … yet the word suddenly changed to ‘focus’.

Yes, because the word ‘effort’ can be misconstrued. Whereas ‘focus’ is all One requires. When one is focused on something … let us suggest ‘The Self’ for instance … they would not be focused on anything for the self that would not bring about the best for the self. It is very unlikely that One would CHOOSE to focus on something really bad to come into their lives.

Yet, some do. Not on purpose. Yet, I FEEL some people may concentrate on something ahead that is negative, because they have set their mind that way and believe that the worst is just around the corner. I KNOW this is just insecurity, yet, people do this.

Then they shall come to a state of Being-ness … at some point … where they realise … that by not watering their seeds … nothing shall grow. Each allotted patch of soil that One comes in with … is to be attended to in any manner the soul desires. It is not for One to assess another plot and make comment as to which is doing better … which is growing more.

Neither is it ‘Luck of the draw’.

It is simply obvious to all around … as to those which tend their garden and those who ‘couldn’t care less’.

YOU HAVE CHOICE to nurture YOU ...or not to nurture YOU.

To BE or not to BE!

There is no judgment … there is no Grand Prize AS TO WHO HAS GROWN THE BIGGEST PUMPKIN!

THERE ARE NO JUDGES … certainly not from the place of LOVE in which we dwell.

We only desire that a soul CHOOSES to bring out the best that their garden can produce.
Which would you say brings more delight to those who view? A barren bed of dry soil tangled with weeds … or a BLOOMING BED OF COLOUR and Vibrant Energy?

Well, it doesn’t exactly take a rocket scientist to work that one out!

There is not One soul that is not capable of watering and caring for a garden. The more it grows the more One takes interest and discovers what is best for it. The results will never stop. One would never think … ‘I have done enough’ … For always watering is required and constant weeding out of that which may pop up that does not Serve to be there.

White Cloud always, when speaking of water … speaks of LOVE.

And is not a large percentage of your physicality made up of h20?




Consciously FEEL the LOVE topping you up as you drink.

That just reminded me of either you or White Cloud saying a long while back … to imagine oneself drinking a Golden liquid from a Golden Chalice … each morning before starting the day. I forget all these things that have been suggested to do over the years.

To do so … Enhances. To not do so … doesn’t matter … Yet why would One not?

Because one forgets!!!

To allow your soul to really FEEL as if One is drinking from this cup in HOLY GRACE Each morning is Service to the soul. Your choice.

You CHOOSE to water your garden or not. It will not wither away if you miss out now and then. Yet, the more … as in anything that Serves the soul … that One remains mindful of THAT WHICH BENEFITS … and focuses on such … the more the flower bed BLOSSOM’S!

Indeed! I am so enjoying watching Blossom’s garden Blossom! I am so enjoying ‘Getting it’ more and more with each ‘watering’. I am also considering planting some new seeds to compliment ones already growing … You‘ve just gotta LOVE IT … AND I DO. MANY, MANY THANKS AS ALWAYS.

Our appreciation also to each One. We bid you Adieu until next time.

So … with those parting words … this surely means that my mate, White Cloud is included in these conversations?

Your mate … White Cloud, is Honoured and Admired ... IN ALL REALMS.

Your mate … White Cloud, is a BEING of Great Service. We do not hold rank here … yet, respect for where One IS … within THE WHOLE … is as plain as the nose on your face.

What an odd thing to say … As plain as the nose on your face … Hardly ethereal … as I thought you were going to be, regarding speaking of his beautiful soul. Mmm! I need to ponder on that little phrase. I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU.

* The Federation Of Light speak of LOVE. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmsCqVjqSss .


Re-thinking The Common Cold

Some "food for thought" regarding colds ...

There's an underlying fear behind the belief that we can "catch something" from interacting with people or things.

It doesn't seem like fear, does it? It seems like being practical.

After all, we've been taught from infancy that this is how things work - if we avoid things that cause colds we won't get colds. Colds are bad. They feel bad, they're not our normal way of being, they're annoying, they make life miserable, we can "pass them" (and the misery) on to others, which we are loathe to do.

How do we know this? Because that's what we've been taught. That's what we teach each other. The beliefs are so ingrained that we don't even question them.

But what if we started questioning those beliefs?

What if we began to recognize that the potential for illness always exists? What if we began to realize that there are all sorts of organisms in the human body all the time, organisms that have the potential for illness but that coexist without ever turning into illness? We can "get a cold" or anything else, without contact with anyone or anything, because the potentials are always inside us.

So the real question is not how do we avoid getting colds, but "What causes a potential to turn into an actuality?" In other words, what if we shifted our entire perspective of germs and illness and their place in our world?

Many of us recognize at some level that we're making it all up anyway, what if we made it up differently? Differently in an empowering rather than a disempowering way?

The cycle of birth and death isn't going to go away from our reality until we - as a mass consciousness - stop being afraid of it. I'd venture to say that nothing is going to be released from our reality until we stop being afraid of it, including illness.

I know that our rational mind has difficulty accepting that there are shifts going on, changes within the actual physical structure of our bodies. How can that be? No one is doing anything physical to our bodies that we can see, how can there be changes happening internally?

We're very much geared toward thinking that a physical change cannot possibly be initiated energetically, emotionally, through intent, through expectation, as an external representation of emotional issues, or any way other than physical. It's what we're taught. It's what we teach each other. It's what we expect. You can only change something physically in the body with something physical, that's just the way it is. Or so we believe. That "something physical" could be hands, an instrument, medicine, food, virus, germs, organisms, or any number of things, but we've got this notion that whatever affects the body it must be physical; must be something we can identify and see.

What if that's not the only way? What if there were other ways to affect the physical body other than with some other physical thing?

(If you don't think such a thing is possible, listen to the story of Anita Moorjani, author of "Dying To Be Me.")

Our bodies are amazing vehicles, capable of far more than we give them credit for. We can continue to see physical issues like colds as "there must be something wrong here, something that needs to be fixed". We can feel defeated, annoyed, or upset about having a cold, or we can choose to shift our perception. We can start to see issues like colds as "This is great! my body's response to energetic releasing and reformatting is to ooze gunk! sweet! yay! go for it body, release all that you need to release cuz I'm ready to shift into a different way of being."

Which is true? Either can be true, depending on our perspective. I would ask instead "which is more empowering?" Do you feel excited and inspired by holding the cold as a bad thing that's making you miserable, or do you feel excited and inspired by holding it as a good thing, something that's helping you and your body reach new levels of wellness?

You are a powerful creator. Will you choose to see yourself as creator, who brought the cold to yourself for your own powerful reasons and see it from that standpoint, or will you continue to believe you are a victim, at the mercy of germs and organisms and others who "spread" these things so that you "catch" them?


A Profound Shift In Energies

I'm hearing similar comments from various sources, such as the article below through Aisha North: that something profound has happened in the last two days to clear energies and connect us more deeply with the rest of creation. The result is an opening in the possibility of peace and harmony that has never been available to humanity before; what has kept us bound to negative energies is finally being released.

Whether you think you were a part of this unseen activity or not, you were. Whether you felt the shift in energies or not, a shift occurred.

I suggest that we each stand in our belief and knowing that amazing events and experiences are afoot for mankind, and appreciate being able to be here to be a part of it and to experience it.

Off and running!

A short update on the Gathering

September 8, 2014

Through Aisha North

Rejoice dear ones, for what you have accomplished this time around by allowing yourselves to take part in this collective event is something that will go into the annals, not just of mankind, but of All of creation. For some of you, the experience in itself did not perhaps seem to amount to much, but again we say that what you can perceive, is merely the tiniest tip of the proverbial iceberg, so let us try to give you a few details to perhaps fill in the picture somewhat.

You see, what you accomplished this time, is something that will literally help to drain the boil that this world has been suffering from for eons, and this dear ones, is nothing short of miraculous. For this festering wound of negative energy has been trapped within the hearts and souls of so many, and not only that, it has also served to pollute large swathes of the Earth’s atmosphere, and yes, we do mean that in a very literal sense. But yesterday, you successfully managed to lance this boil, as you opened a passage for the putrefaction to come out and for the light and air to penetrate all the way into this old wound.

And so, what has been infected will now become forever healed, and even if this process in itself will take some time, what you established through your devotion to the cause is literally like a medical tube being inserted into the wound so that it cannot close itself up again. And so, the final healing has begin, and your world will never be the same again. For now, that old putrification will not and cannot be continued anymore, and so, it will no longer seep into the very lifeblood of your planet and of your fellow men and women. And once a boil has been lanced such as you did last night, it cannot re-form again, for the light that you let into this old wound is magnifying even as we speak, and so the effects from it will continue to increase in the days and weeks ahead.

So once again we say on behalf of All of creation, if it were not for you, this process would never take place, or it would not come about until some time far into the future. But thanks to your perseverance and you incessant push to bring the light all the way back to where it belongs, the light has yet again conquered a territory that for far too long has been a battleground of opposing forces, and now peace will begin to reign and equilibrium will once again be restored. And so, through your action, healing can take place, and for that we cannot thank you enough. So once again we say do not forget to give yourselves the kudos you so deserve, for through you, the light has once again been brought to these shores, light that will enable a new and healthy growth to take place, in soil that will be cleared of any and all contamination. So step back a little bit and survey your surroundings, and we think you will all find signs of deep relief and indeed release today.


Understanding Your Creations, Part 2 - Disconnects

The following is Part 2 of a two part post "Understanding Your Creations." You can find Part 1, Parallel Realities, here.

Creation is quite easy when we're completely in line with our desires, and painfully difficult when we're not. I've learned that if I focus on something consistently and continually and don't get it, there's a reason. If I really want what I'm attempting to create, it pays to discover what that reason is.

In this section (Part 2) I'll give two examples from my own experience, one where I created the impossible quite easily (or should we say smoothly), and another where no matter how I tried, I could not manifest what I wanted. Ultimately I'll show the path it took for me to discover why my desires would not manifest, what to do about it.

Example 1: Manifestation Can Be Easy!

My first example is about how easily and smoothly miracles can be manifested:

In 1975 at the age of 25 I was looking for a career. I had spent a few terms in regular college and deemed it "not for me". I was working but didn't have a "career". I wanted a career, a skill set, something I could feel proud of myself doing.

I wanted this career to be something where I could always be learning the latest and greatest technologies, where I would have the opportunity to travel at no expense to me, and where I could make good money. For a number of reasons that I won't bore you with, I settled on computer repair as a career goal.

At this time in our world, computers weren't the household item they are today. In fact, what few computers were in use were quite big and inordinately expensive. It was unheard of for anyone but the most lucky to be in this field, it was even more unheard of for a woman to be in it. So it appeared that the deck was a little bit stacked against me.

But I didn't let that any of that stop me. I set my sites on this goal without having a clue how I was going to get there or how it was going to turn out. "The Universe provides and it provides absolutely" is the mantra I adopted.

The minimum requirement to get into this field at even the lowest level was a 4-year degree in Engineering and/or Computer Science. Not knowing how exactly to proceed, I signed up for a private technical school at great expense. I didn't really know how I was going to pay for it. What's interesting is that I went to that school for a couple months and didn't like it. It wasn't the material (subject matter) I didn't like, it was the school.

Through a series of synchronicities too detailed to provide here, I ended up leaving that program and enrolled instead at a local community college. The community college was far less costly and far more comprehensive, and their programs were highly regarded in the field of electronics and engineering. So I'd gotten myself into a really good school at far less cost. Even my financial obligations were eased when out of the blue I received a partial scholarship, along with a student aid job working in the school's computer lab. I graduated two years later with an Associate's degree in Electronic Engineering Technology.

All the while I was taking classes I was focusing my energy (internally) on getting into computer repair, including continued learning, travel, and good pay. To the outside world that goal looked impossible - there were simply no opportunities. I didn't allow that to deter me. I continued to hold the dream, with absolutely no clue how to go about it.

At graduation, like the rest of my class I interviewed at all the big companies in my area. Each one offered some opportunity in the electronics world, mostly bench technician type work. Nothing they offered appealed to me.

In a fit of almost desperation I decided to interview at the local phone company. This is a place I had worked at in the past as a telephone operator. My thinking was that I might have to take a job there until I could get into the field I really wanted.

I applied and got an interview. During the interview we talked about my education and what I wanted. Can you guess what happened next?

They offered me a position as a computer repair technician in their Minicomputer Maintenance department! This was a P-1 craft position, the highest non-management position possible in that company. They said the job involved a lot of travel to different computer manufacturers where I would learn about all the latest technologies and equipment and would that be ok with me?

OMG I could hardly hear what was being offered I was so excited! I took the job and had the most fantastic time in my new career. I worked there for 5 years before I felt impelled to move on. In that time I made a lot of money, travelled extensively, learned a lot, and loved my work. Everything I had wanted was almost literally handed to me on a silver platter. Yet I am clear that I created it all. And it really wasn't that hard, I just focused my thoughts on what I wanted and didn't let anyone or anything sway me from it. I took steps as I was inspired to take them, and it all turned out exactly as I envisioned, through a lot of synchonicities and what we humans tend to call "miracles".

This was not the only amazing story of manifestation in my life. As with anyone who cares to really look at their life - anyone who cares to see, acknowledge, and appreciate their various manifestations of "miracles" - I've experienced many. So I know first-hand how easy it can be to manifest our desires, and to do so with ease.

Why then, can I/we apply the same process to other desires and have them not turn out?

Example 2: Manifestation Can Be Impossible!

Soul-level Choices

When our manifestations don't turn out it's because there's either a disconnect between the stated desire and the heartfelt, soul-level desire and/or we have unconscious habits of thought and belief that are derailing our manifestation.

There can be any number of reasons for such disconnects, all of which are knowable at some level. But in the long run the reasons don't really matter. What matters is getting clear about what one's heartfelt, soul-level desires are, because those are the ones that are going to manifest in our experience. That and getting clear about what thoughts and beliefs we hold that are sabotaging our conscious efforts.

Sometimes our seemingly hidden (hidden from our awareness) desires have to do with what we might call "life lessons", where at the soul-level we desire to experience something for whatever reasons we do. I put "life lessons" in quotes because they aren't really lessons. At the soul level everything that "appears" to happen to us (that we have, in fact, attracted to us) is simply an experience that we desire to have, for whatever reasons we desire to have it. There are billions of humans on the planet and billions of reasons why each one is choosing the experiences that they are choosing.

The bottom line here is that unless and until a soul-level choice is fully experienced, accepted, and integrated, if our human-level desire stands in opposition to that soul-level desire, no amount of "positive thinking" is going to get us what we "think" we want. Because sometimes we don't really want what we say we want, we just aren't aware that we don't. Confusing, I know, but as the story unfolds, hopefully this conundrum will get cleared up. It definitely can be resolved.

The only way to manifest our stated outward desire is to connect with the manifestation(s) of the inner desire until those experiences are complete. That's where most of the pain and suffering of the human being comes in - in the misunderstanding of why supposedly "unwanted" experiences are manifesting.

It's easy to recognize soul-level desires, if we're paying attention. They are manifesting, and will continue to manifest, in a cyclic pattern. Different people, different places, different times - same result. The patterns of unwanted experiences in our lives are clear when we care to look for them. Look for situations and experiences of a repetitive nature that leave you frustrated, angry, upset, resentful, or depressed. Once you see the pattern you can set about resolving it.

The process is one of acknowledgement, acceptance, appreciation, honoring, and integration. It requires looking at what's happening from a different perspective. Some call this "being the observer", "standing outside yourself" etc. Others, like Geoff Hoppe at Crimson Circle, call this "standing behind the short wall." It means to stand back where you can observe the action (or reaction) without being involved in it. By any name the process is the same - looking at a situation not as the participant but as the creator, the author, the director. That's where all your power is.

Find Out What You Really Want

Here's an example of a disconnect between one's stated human desires and one's soul-level desires, as seen from my personal viewpoint and experience:

For many years I had bought lottery tickets with the typical human desire to have gobs of money. For me, gobs of money equated to everything I wanted: Freedom - to buy and do whatever I want, whenever I want; and generosity - the ability to ease the pain and increase the joy of others through giving. In other words, I wanted life to be easy and pain free, and I wanted the ability to offer that to others too.

The path to these ultimate desires seemed to be gobs of money. So gobs of money is what I wanted. Truth be told, I would have accepted less than gobs of money, but even small amounts eluded me. Like many others in todays world I was surviving, not thriving. Thriving is what I wanted. I couldn't understand why I wasn't getting it.

Like most folks who buy lottery tickets regularly, I didn't win anything of any significance. I believed that I could win but I didn't win. I envisioned winning but I didn't win. I read about others who had envisioned winning and they won. I knew that I could envision things and that if I stayed true to my focus I got what I wanted. But in this lottery thing I didn't and couldn't seem to make it happen. I started to look deeply at why that was. Do I think that winning would prove I could manifest and that not winning proved I couldn't? Not at all. But I was extremely curious about why the manifestation of miraculous and amazing experiences could be so easy in some areas and so seemingly impossible in others.

What unfolded was a very long process. It didn't need to be long, but it was, because I kept not wanting to "go there" with what was revealing itself to me through my life experiences. I didn't want to accept that gobs of money wasn't really what I wanted. I didn't want to see what my experiences were showing me. I didn't trust in the process, I was too scared.

Discovering The True Desire

And therein lies the real crux of what I, at a heart-/soul-level, truly wanted. I wanted not to be afraid.

What was I afraid of?

As it turns out, what I was afraid of was just about everything .. and everyone.

Through my journies inward, through observing the cycles in my life, by being aware of what my bodily reactions were to different external circumstances, I began to realize how very many things, beings, and situations I was in fear of: I was afraid of authority figures who could take my house and other possessions if I didn't make the payments. And since I had long ago left my very lucrative position as a minicomputer maintenance technician, I was deeply afraid that I wouldn't have the money to keep making those payments.

I was afraid of authority figures who could take my family if I didn't follow society's rules about what parents are supposed to be and do. I was afraid I'd be sick if I didn't eat what society said I should eat, exercise the way society said I should exercise.

I was afraid of people who didn't approve of what I did, what I said, beliefs I held, how I behaved. Afraid I wouldn't be accepted or liked if I really BE'd who I am. Afraid not to wear makeup when I went out because even with makeup I didn't think I measured up in the looks department. Afraid to say "no, I don't want to come to your event" just because I don't want to, without making up an excuse that I thought they'd approve of (got plans, don't feel well .. you get the picture).

I was afraid not to "do the right thing" or behave in "the right way".

When push came to shove, I was living my life for everyone but me. I was trying to fit any and every mold that society, family, friends, associates, bosses, teachers, doctors, government agents, corporate leaders, spiritual gurus, you-name-it had for me. As Abraham likes to say (I'm paraphrasing) "You just can't stand on your head in enough ways to satisfy everyone you're trying to please". It's true, I couldn't. But for the greater part of my life I did everything in my power to try.

When Fear Drives Your Experiences

What did it take to come to the realization that my fears were driving my experiences, and would continue to do so until I resolved those fears?

It took the hardest thing I've ever done in my life - it took having my house foreclosed on by the bank, and following through on the decisions I made around that action. It was both an internal and an external journey. Internal where I confronted my fears for real, where I acknowledged and accepted them. External by challenging the bank over their claim to my house.

The internal journey was accepting, appreciating, and eventually honoring both the experiences, horrible as they felt to me at the time, and the human beings involved with me in them for the growth opportunities that were being provided for me. Opportunities that I was providing for myself.

I decided, for once and for all, no kidding, no waffling, no resisting, to allow myself to feel my fear.

Prior to this I'd never really allowed myself to experience fear. It sounds funny to say, but I was too afraid to! I had developed ways to hide from fear, to ignore it, to pretend it away, to soothe myself without confronting it.

In my terms I was a sweets-aholic. I call it sweets-aholism because what I did was so similar to other addictive behaviors like smoking, drinking, substance abuse, or compulsive anything. That is, whenever the feeling of fear entered my body I'd reach for sweets to feel better.

But with foreclosure looming over me, no amount of sweets could make me feel better. I walked on pins and needles every moment of every day - dreading when the phone rang that it might be creditors, dreading when the mail came that it might be more bad news about our house, dreading leaving the house because when I came back I might be locked out, dreading people finding out our situation because I feared their judgements. Dreading thinking at all because I couldn't handle the depressing thoughts of losing the only thing of value that we had.

It was scary to allow myself to feel my fear. I guess I thought I'd disintegrate or evaporate or something. I had spent the better portion of my life learning ways to avoid those feelings. Now I was determined to feel them, knowing that doing so was the only way I was ever going to integrate them, and through integration be free of them.

So I set about paying attention to my body, paying attention to what the sensations are when I was fearful. Some people feel fear in their gut, or in their head (through headaches and migraines). I feel fear in my heart. My heart literally hurts when I'm afraid. Depending on the degree of fear my body will tingle, shake, wretch, cry. Any number of ways fear affected me. I determined to feel them all. There were some scary moments, moments when I didn't think I was going to survive it. But I did.

I determined to stand up for myself regarding our house, and allow myself to feel the fear whenever it came up.

(I will add here my sincere thanks to Heather Anne Tucci-Jarraf and the OPPT team, D at Removing the Shackles, Brian Kelly, BZ Riger at i-uv, Ginger (snap) Vogler, Ken and Scott Bartle, and all the other people and organizations working to inform and shift the world's financial systems, including those sharing their personal experiences with same. Without these sources and resources I would not have had the tools I needed - or the courage - to take the stand I took.)

Regarding my fears, the worst was when paperwork from the lawyers would come. I'd have all sorts of awful thoughts. Eventually I stopped thinking and started feeling what my body was going through. I felt them all. I acknowledged them all. I accepted them. And when I got through a bout of feeling my fear, when I was feeling calm and composed, I'd continue my research on the topic of foreclosure. There was a lot to sort through and absorb.

Over time, and through listening to my intuition and guidance, I developed a plan. I told almost no one what I was up to, I didn't want to be derailed by those with good intentions but little knowledge. I didn't want to derail myself by listening to others - this was a process I determined for myself and it should make no difference at all what anyone else thought of my plan. But it did, I was sensitive still to the fears of others, and not feeling strong enough to tackle other's fears. Yet.

So this was my private journey and while the house wasn't mine alone, I alone would challenge the bank for it .. but fortunately for me, with the blessings of my spouse.

During the course of my research I had learned about the fraud in our world's financial sector, and I came to accept my own power in the matter of my own life.

One day I had a grand realization, one that forever changed my approach to all things financial. I realized, in a flash of understanding and insight, that I wouldn't give the bank another penny for my house even if I won the lottery. That was a huge step for me, coming to a deeply seated knowing that debt does not exist, that I owed nothing to anyone. After that moment nothing could shake me from my path.

I realized that I had chosen this house, and while I don't believe that I own the house and especially not the property it sits on (how can anyone "own" a piece of Earth, Gaia, a sentient being in her own right?), neither can anyone else. I do, however, accept myself as the steward of it. As steward, I accept responsibility for it. That is a right I have chosen, and I do not accept any other being as having a greater right to this house and property than I have. That was the mind set that I adopted as I went through the steps of keeping my house.

I reminded myself often that the numbers being presented to me by the bank and their lawyers were just numbers on a piece of paper, the numbers had intrinsically no meaning, only whatever meaning I gave them. I determined to give them no meaning. Likewise the words on all the legal paperwork were just words on a piece of paper. Those words also intrinsically had no meaning, only whatever meaning I gave them. I determined to give those no meaning also, although I did respond to them. I just did so without all the drama and emotion generated by my old fears.

It's been a process spanning years while this, that, and the other thing happened between the bank, their lawyers, the court, and me.

I need to be clear here that while I disagreed with the bank that I had two choices - in their terms, pay them or let them take the house - I did not consider my interactions with them a "fight". I did not feel, nor did I speak or act, adversarial. When you get to the nitty gritty of it, I saw other options, none of which involved paying the bank or letting them take our house. I was not "fighting for my rights" or for anything else, I was asserting myself as steward of my house.

Be aware that that was an attitude that I adopted; I never spoke of it throughout the legal process. It guided my actions but was not a tangible part of my actions. I didn't know what the path to resolution would be, nor did I know the steps it would take to get there. I only knew one thing - that the outcome as I determined it to be was a foregone conclusion. All I had to do was do what my intuition, my guidance, led me to do, and trust that it would all turn out. It took courage and determination, and I kept at it until I attained those qualities.

I knew, I had to know - with every fibre of my being - that everything that happened or would happen was a step in a journey that would eventually end in my favor. I knew, I had to know, that I wasn't really fighting for a house, that was just a prop in a play.

Over the years I'd been presented with other props (the patterns were obvious had I been able to see them), but I had failed to recognize them for what they were. I never took advantage of the props, the events, the circumstances that were happening to me to experience what, on a soul level, I wanted to experience.

Another thing Abraham likes to say is "if something’s got your attention and you’re not in the Vortex and you don’t know it, don’t worry, it’ll get bigger, and if you still don’t know it, don’t worry, it’ll get bigger, until it gets big enough that you say, ‘this is uncomfortable, I think I need to do something about this’" Meaning that if you don't learn whatever it is you've determined at a soul-level to learn, through creating the circumstances that will hopefully provide that learning opportunity, the opportunities will continue to get worse. You're trying to get your own attention after all! Having my house foreclosed is the "worse" that my experiences culminated in because I was unable or unwilling to see the opportunity in "less worse" situations.

This time, in this situation, I was finally on track with my soul-level desires. I used this experience as a way to acknowledge and integrate my fear; I reminded myself continually that that was the goal. The house, the bank, the lawyers, the court, and anything else involved were simply ways for me to see where fear ruled me; to acknowledge, accept, appreciate, and even honor the situations and experiences as a stage play wherein I was allowing myself to confront what I no longer chose to rule me.

I honored the lawyers involved, and to a person they treated me with decency and respect, despite continuing in every way possible to foil my attempts. It was an amazing process to be involved in, even funny taking into account some of the ludicrous things they attempted to get away with. But at every turn there was the opportunity for me to feel the fear and clear it. After all, this was my play and throughout it I created many opportunities to feel fear, integrate it, and then continue on more powerful than before. The others involved got to experience whatever they experienced. I hope they learned as much as I!

The details of the case would take weeks, if not months, to describe so I won't be doing that. Suffice it to say that the bank eventually, and voluntarily, dropped their suit. There's nothing more to be said. Our house is our house, as it has been for over thirty years. We paid and will pay the bank exactly zero more dollars for the privilege to live in it.

Some would say that I won. I don't see it that way. I say we all won, all of humanity won, all of creation won. There was never anything to lose, not really. There were only experiences to be had.

What I learned about myself and about human beings in general cannot be bought and paid for with any amount of money. The experience is now a part of mass consciousness, and all the world will benefit, even the bankers, lawyers, and judges. Because at the heart of it all, I was only playing a part in a stage play, and so were they. That play is over for me because I learned all that I intended to learn from it. Spiritually speaking, I milked it for all it was worth. One some levels I even had fun - becoming more of who I am and less of who I had been trying to be.

For others the play continues; each has their own reasons for playing, as did I. As for me, I'm on to other plays and other experiences, but with access to far more wisdom and more power than I ever knew I had. And that is a very good feeling.

Acknowledging Fear, Accepting Fear

During the process I encountered hundreds of opportunities to feel my fear. Sometimes I handled that fear superbly, sometimes I forgot what I was up to and allowed the fear to rule me.

But overall, I found a power within me that I suspect everyone who "conquers" their fear finds - a deeply seated power within that they never knew they had, and wouldn't have known they had if they hadn't taken full advantage of that experience. It's a feeling of power that changes one's life forever. It could come from something as grand as conquering a mountain, something as poignant as an agoraphobe taking a first step outside the safety of their home, or something as mundane as speaking one's truth in a discussion. For me it was standing firm in the face of supposed authority figures who I had allowed to rule me through fear in this lifetime and others.

As the saying goes, fearless doesn't mean having no fear, it means acting in spite of that fear. For me it doesn't mean pushing forward in spite of fear, it means acknowledging and accepting the fear. Having done that, the fear vanishes; it's been integrated.

Mine was a process of experiencing, acknowledging, accepting, honoring, and eventually integrating the events in my life that I was responding to in a fearful way. Am I done? Not. There are other fears. I know them by how my body responds to different situations. I won't necessarily tackle them all at the same time, but I do try to keep myself aware of how my body is responding, and allow it to feel however it feels when fear is there. Amazingly enough, fear doesn't come up as often now, nor are the feelings as strong as before.

All is well in all of creation, and all is well with me.

I encourage everyone to stop pretending they aren't afraid, when we're all afraid. Not all of us are afraid of the same things, but we all have our fears. Fears do not, can not exist in higher vibrational experiences. It all must be cleared and integrated before we can continually live the lives of peace, freedom, abundance, harmony, ease, and grace that we wish to live.

And Finally, Freedom

I did forget to mention one other thing that I did, as a part of accepting and integrating my fears. I declared myself free.

I realized that I don't need money to feel free, I don't need approval to feel free, I don't need circumstances to be a certain way to make me feel free. All I need is my declaration that I AM free, and to live from that stand in every possible moment.

That feeling cannot be taken away from me, it is the core of who I am. It is the core of who you are. Declare freedom for yourself. Live it, and allow no one and no thing to take that feeling from you. You are entitled. You are worthy. You are magnificent! Give no other the power to make you feel otherwise.

And sweets? Well, I still like the taste of them. I still eat sweet things. What's different is that I don't reach for sweets when "that feeling" comes up. It's not something I have to monitor, it just is. I have other ways of responding to my fears now, and magically, thankfully, sugar isn't one of them.

As for the lottery? I don't buy tickets anymore, my heart isn't in it. I've learned that if my heart isn't in a thing, if I'm not 100% behind my own desires it won't happen, so why waste the money? Besides, we always seem to have enough for anything we want or want to do if we want it badly enough. And the ability to do what we want is expanding every day.

But even without winning the lottery, I now have everything I thought it would give me if I won. I'm free because I've declared myself free. I'm abundant because I have declared myself to be abundant. I appreciate all the wonderful things and people in my life that I have and continue to have. Those are the things that really matter to me. I can be as generous as I need to be. Amazing how as little as $5 or $10 or $20 gifted to someone in distress is as useful and appreciated - perhaps more so - than millions given to charity.

For now we deal with paper money, but I'm looking forward to the day when private central banks are dissolved, and eventually the day when we as a race realize that we don't need money at all any more. Part of that is realizing that metal-backed money systems aren't any better than fiat money, not really. If government was true government and not a privately held corporation, with the welfare of all the people in mind, having the power to create money would be appropriate. When it comes to gold, silver, and other "precious" metals, how can any being "own" what comes from Earth / Gaia's body? We can use it, mold it into things, appreciate it, experience it, share it. But own it? That's like saying the organisms on your skin "own" the area they exist on, and you'll allow them to mine away at what's under your skin and go pile it up in a vault somewhere. That's just silly!

And so ... Life is good. But more than that, Life is a game, play it!

With much love and appreciation to each and every one one of you,

I honor you for who you be and all you do.

- k

Understanding Your Creations, Part 1 - Parallel Realities

The following article by Angelic Guides through Taryn Crimi is an important explanation and contribution to our understanding of how "reality" works. In it, the Angelic Guides talk about multiple realities, a concept that can be difficult for humans to grasp.

But the concept is an important one, and it helps us remember what powerful creators we are, whether we are creating consciously or unconsciously. Because either way, we are, as Jane Roberts' Seth has said repeatedly, continually creating our personal reality. Together we create our shared reality. In fact we are never not creating those realities, no matter what form (or formlessness) we may be donning in our Now.

These days, rather than "creating our reality" I prefer to say we are creating our experiences. Our experiences from birth to death look to us like one continual linear reality because we've learned to see it that way. We are so entrenched in the concept of linearity that opening to any other possibility is difficult. This is because our 5 physical senses were specifically created to filter out anything that isn't in the linear domain. Without that filtering the game wouldn't have been the same. As we remember more of our metaphysical senses and practice using them, opening to new possibilities becomes easier.

In truth what our really is, is a continuum of experiences, each unique unto ourselves indeed unique to each individual. This is true even when we share experiences with others. Ask anyone what they experienced at some mutual event and listen as each tells a story that is different from yours in some way. We are all unique, traveling our own unique path, and none of us experience anything in exactly the same way. The following article helps us understand why.

Regarding creating and attracting what we want, the key - especially when what we want is not what we are currently seeing - is to create consciously. When confronted with experiences that are not in line with what we want to consciously create, the most helpful attitude is to accept that we did indeed create it/attract it (no victimhood, no blame, no guilt). The next step is to consciously change our focus toward what we want to create.

The only reason we experience things that we don't wish to experience is because - due to not understanding the process - we've either been (at worst) creating negative experiences because we don't know any better, or watering down / neutralizing our desires with unconscious thoughts, habits, and behaviors that are in opposition to what we say we want to create.

Sometimes what we say we want to create isn't what we really want to create at all, or ultimately won't lead us to what we want - we simply aren't being honest with ourselves about what we want.

Bottom line is, we can't hide from our true, heart-generated, soul-level desires. So it's wise of us to line up with what our true desires are; to be brutally honest with ourselves about what it is we truly want.

In Part 2, Disconnects I'll provide examples from my own life that I hope will help show why sometimes it's easy to create as we prefer, and at other times desired manifestations seem to elude us no matter what we do.

In either case, it's far easier to create when we realize that every possibility exists somewhere as a reality, all we have to do is get in harmony with the version we prefer.

Here's what the Angelic Guides had to say:

Parallel Realities

November 14, 2012 by angelicguides
through Taryn Crimi

Today we would like to focus your attention on the topic of parallel realities and the impact they have on your reality. It may be a shock to some of you to learn that there are parallel realities; however there are some of you who are on some level already aware that they exist. What we would like to touch upon today is how you can use them to your benefit. This topic is a very large one and we will be just scratching the surface of the many realities that exist right alongside of you at any given moment.

Firstly, know that there are an infinite number of parallel realities being played out concurrently alongside your own reality. Because you live in a world that is based on a preconceived belief of linear action, you also were taught to believe that you are on just one solid timeline your whole lives. Event A is followed by Event B and so on; however this is not so. You are constantly jumping from one timeline to the next many times throughout the day. The vibration at which you choose to resonate with determines which reality you will experience. But know that every decision that you possibly could make always plays out in infinite ways. Each “you” believes that it is the “real” you and all of the others are simply just possibilities. This really makes no difference as your soul is always aware of the infinite versions of reality which you are concurrently experiencing.

Some parallel realities look very similar to your current lives, and others are very different. Let us give an example to try to help you wrap your minds around just how many infinite versions of “you” exist. Let’s say that you wake up in the morning, you are supposed to meet your friend for coffee before walking to work together. You of course have many options regarding this event; for instance you can choose not to go, you can choose to meet for coffee but not attend work that day, you can also choose to do both. These are just 3 simple options among many others that you can choose from. All of these scenarios are playing out in another reality; you are the one who chooses which reality you will consciously experience. Now think about all of the decisions that you can choose to make throughout the day, where you go, who you speak to, what you do, and so on. Now imagine all of the different choices you could make throughout your lives. Now think of not just this life but all of your past and future lives and all of the choices that you can make. All of these infinite versions of reality are playing out and their purpose is to allow your soul to experience all probabilities.

There are some realities where you choose a different career, a different location, a different spouse and so on. These are the realities which look very different from the one which you are conscious of. Other parallel realities only have subtle differences. There are an infinite number of versions of Earth. There are some in which World War 3 occurs, while there are others which you have chosen to already ascend as a collective, as well as an infinite number of other diverse variations. Many other versions have a very different “past” or history, while others are similar to your version. Know that you always have the ability to shift your attention to anyone of these versions. You do it all day, everyday; however you usually are not shifting to realities which are vastly different from your own. It’s not that you cannot make drastic changes to your reality, certainly many of you already have. However it is not done in an instant, at least from your perspective. Imagine how confusing it would be if you instantly switched to a very different version of Earth, one where you did not choose the same spouse or live in the same home or work at the same location. It would be too dramatic and it would pull you out of the “illusion” that you are choosing to focus your attention on. After all that is all this reality really is; a very elaborate illusion to allow you to play a very intricate game where you are able to forget who you truly are, where you have come from and all of your gifts and abilities, in order for you to gain a tremendous amount of soul growth from this very unique experience. Because this is the only reality that you are consciously aware of, many tend to lose sight of just how unique and different this experience is. There really is nothing like this in the higher realms; that’s what makes this illusion so interesting.

Many will wonder why they are not consciously aware of these other realities. In the higher dimensions you are always aware of all parallel realities; however the 3rd and 4th dimensions are the only ones which will allow you to focus your attention so intently on just “one” reality that you are no longer aware of all of the other realities which exist concurrently. This was part of the fun; this experience offered such a vastly different experience than any you have ever had the chance to partake in. This was part of the allure. A simple comparison could be the joy you have in reading a mystery novel which captures your attention to the very end. Once you have read the book, you know how it ends; it’s just not the same when you try to read the book again; you can’t just forget how the story ends. This experience on Earth allows you to “forget the ending” so that you can have the pleasure of experiencing the journey. In the higher realms you always see how all situations play out before you actually partake in them.

You can use parallel realities to your advantage now that you are aware of their existence. Know that if you desire to make a change in your lives whether it is a small change or a very large one, the reality in which you have accomplished your desired outcome already exists! So all you have to do is align with that version of reality in which you have attained your goals. You are creator beings and as you begin to consciously partake in creating your reality, the experiences which you can have are limitless. This is when you really begin to have some fun. Remember that everything is energy, and everything resonates at a specific frequency. You must be vibrating at a similar frequency in order to align with that experience. It’s just like your radio, you must tune into the right frequency or as you call it channel in order to hear your desired music station. You cannot experience anything that you do not have a similar vibration to; if you do not want to continue experiencing a particular circumstance in your reality, then it’s time to “change the channel”.

Many of you have gone through so many hardships, so many trying and challenging experiences in order to master your ability to create. This was a choice that you made, you wanted to experience as much as you possibly could. Now you are in the beginning stages of learning how to take control of your lives and consciously create whatever you want. This is the reality that you are now moving into. Yes there are still many other souls who are choosing to remain unaware of their ability to create their reality, but this in and of its self is a creation that they want to experience. You are ready to experience something different or you would not be drawn to this message. You are moving from a reality in which you needed to follow a step by step process to attain your goals, to a reality which you simply need to align with the vibration of the reality you wish to experience. This is how you eventually will experience instant manifestation in the higher dimensions.

It is our hope that by knowing that your goals have already been achieved, and your desires have already been attained in another reality that you will gain the confidence in yourselves to know that not only is it possible but that, that version of “you” already exists and therefore there is no longer any question of your success. This is why we often times say from our perspective you have already attained your goals. We see no separation, no division between “this” you and “that” you. So we implore you to set your feet firmly on the path to your dreams free of doubt; as all of your dreams have already come true!

We hope that this message has in some way served you.

In love and light, we are your Angelic Guides.

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Shifting The Energies Of Our World

Regarding "Pandemic Outbreak of Fear and Hatred - An Article Offered by 'the team'"

I find the following message (Pandemic Outbreak of Fear and Hatred) from Peggy Black's "the team" to be a definitive action call for all of us to focus on what we want to see in our world instead of what we do see, when what we see isn't what we prefer.

To create the kind of world we say we want to see, it behooves us to realize how very important our thoughts and feelings are in creating that world: a world that offers joy, happiness, cooperation, abundance, harmony, ease, and grace rather than the world we've been living in, the world that we see so often when we look out into public happenings, and sometimes our personal lives.

The negative, hurtful, hateful, despicable things that we see don't have to be the way. But the only way they will change is by all of us, all of mass consciousness, focusing on what we prefer to see instead.

Someone has to break the cycle of anger, upset, fear, and violence, and that "someone" is me and you and all of us. As we do that, one individual at a time, as we ourselves live from that perspective, more and more people join with us until the whole world is shifted.

It's not the impossible task that it looks like, it really isn't. As Neale Donald Walsch likes to say "It is not necessary to move mountains to move mountains. It is necessary only to move pebbles."

Peggy's Commentary

The one thing that I personally disagree with in the article is Peggy's comment at the end. She encourages us to watch and read the news so we can be aware of and send energy to specific situations. On that, for me, I disagree, and here's why: So much of the news we receive, in particular mainstream news, is typically inaccurate and misleading, often negatively embellished, and sometimes created (hard as this is to believe) specifically to cause confusion, fear, and anger, and create conflict. I watch very little news, and don't intend to change. I live in a world of synchronicity. If news needs to find it's way to me, it does. And when it does, I can and do send loving energy to all involved.

Otherwise, what I do and will continue to do, is send loving energy to all beings in our world and beyond - not to "fix" anything, as nothing is broken - but simply to spread love energy to any and all who care to receive it. If someone doesn't want to accept loving energy they are free not to. But for those who are ready and willing, unconditional love and acceptance is available to them.

I envision the kind of world I want to live in. When I see something that disturbs me, I find a way to accept it just as it is (through shifting my perspective), then I envision its opposite. I send unconditional love and acceptance to all involved, without anger, upset, or resentment, and generally with only one intent: That all beings experience the magnificence of who they truly are. I honor those involved for their offering of contrast, because contrast allows me see what I don't want so I can freely choose what I do want. I did this with a particular part of the banking world that I was having issues with, and miracles happened.

In other words, "No matter the question, love is the answer."

What might be worth asking ourselves is, "Can you offer unconditional love to any situation, to any individual?"

Can you accept that "all is well in all of creation and all is well with me" even when conditions indicate otherwise?

When something negative affects me personally, I ask myself "Can I love you anyway?" meaning - no matter what you've done that's impacted me negatively, whether it impacts me directly or those people, creatures, or things I care about (including things I have done myself to myself or someone else) "Can I love you anyway?" If I can, that is unconditional love. If I can't, it's worth working to resolve the conflict from within. It takes courage and conviction to answer honestly, but answering honestly is the road to clearing and integration. It gets easier with practice, and the feeling of personal power it breeds is well worth the effort.

All this sending of unconditional love energy and acceptance may sound like rolling over and playing dead, but it isn't. Instead it's a deeply held knowing that we are powerful beings who haven't been consciously exercising that power. Instead we've been offering our power of creation unconsciously, under the belief that we are powerless, unworthy, and undeserving. What we've allowed to be created in our world is a reflection of those beliefs. When in truth we are powerful, inherently worthy, and inherently deserving. All our power to change is found inside that knowing, and as we consciously exercise that power, the world miraculously shifts.

The Team: Pandemic Outbreak of Fear and Hatred

as received by Peggy Black, August 21, 2014

We are here, witnessing the incredible chaos and conflict that is occurring on your planet. Many are saturated with feelings of discouragement and disbelief of the repeated scenarios of violence and conflict. We want to encourage you to shake off any discouragement and any feelings of hopelessness or powerlessness.

These feelings actually add to the energy matrix that is being played out on your screen of reality. It is important to remember that you are a magnificent creator, you are a being of divine light and consciousness. You are here, so to speak, on assignment to support and transform these misqualified energies.

However, the collective field of consciousness is intense with the frequencies of fear, struggle, hatred, and misuse of power. This collective field of energy and emotional vibration infects the thoughts of everyone. Everyone is empathic and feels this dense energy. Most suppress this because they do not know how to deal with it. Nevertheless they are a part of it.
You could say that there is a pandemic outbreak of the deadly disease of fear and hatred. It is manifesting in the actions of individuals as well as in the assembly of groups opposed to one another. This pandemic of fear, helplessness and misuse of power is continually generated by the images that are broadcast in your evening news.

We invite you to step back for a moment and acknowledge who you personally are. You are a transformer of dark, misqualified energies and actions. You are a member of the family of Light. You are a divine, magnificent, multidimensional starbeing who is here on this planet to uplift and shift all that is life diminishing.

The antidote to this pandemic of fear, hatred, and violence is your awareness of who you truly are and your willingness to hold and anchor a new reality. Each awakened being who continues to radiate the frequencies of forgiveness, love and gratitude into the matrix and the collective consciousness is offering powerful work.

You are not helpless in this reality. You are powerful beyond measure. So step up and step into this personal power. Begin to generate frequencies and vibrations that are life sustaining.
When you recognize that you are judging the events that are occurring, STOP! Reset your thoughts and projections which are only adding to the very thing you are disturbed about. This is a practiced skill that we are inviting you to master. You know this; it is a matter of remembering.
We know that this is what you might call big work. Let us assure you that you are up to the task or you would not be here on this planet at this time.

Your assignment is to observe events in your personal life as well as what is occurring in the collective and to offer an uplifting frequency of your focus of love and light into the very thing that wants to polarize you.

Remember, negative emotions are addictive just as are your processed sugars and other types of drugs and behaviors. It is time for you to be honest with yourself and begin to honor who you are. You are a divine being who happens to be caught in the frequency web of this pandemic of fear and hatred.
It is with your intention and your connection with the truth of who you are as a galactic citizen that you can offer your light frequency into any situation with the intent to transform it.
As you observe the events that are broadcast on your television remember to not judge or condemn. This adds energy to the very situation you want to change.

So begin to watch your news with the realization that you can shift the reality of what is broadcast and fed by the collective fear, judgment and misuse of power. Begin to see or call forth and anchor a life sustaining reality. See a positive result occurring, a miraculous unfolding happening. Bless each individual that is offering more negative vibrations than a loving frequency. Do your best to see these individuals as the divine spark that they are.

Begin to envision the leaders of the world awakening and offering a harmony and co-creation of peace and well-being for all. It is you who can bring this about. When you judge their actions, when you condemn their actions, you are adding to their power.

Imagine you could speak to each one of the world leaders in the enteric realms, reminding them of who they truly are. Begin to call forth their true magnificence. Invite divine beings of light to inspire their actions for good. When there is a meeting of these world leaders, make sure you have also invited divine counsel to be in attendance to guide the decisions that are made.

Be consistent with this work. Do not be discouraged when it appears that nothing is changing. Trust us when we say that you and others who are holding this new reality are bringing it forth.
Call upon the non-physical beings of Light to support and assist in this transformation. Call upon the legions of divine beings and angels to minister to these situations of violence. It is when each human owns their power and truly steps into that power that your reality will shift.

Let us assure you that there are more and more awakened individuals who are beginning to anchor a life sustaining reality. Your numbers are increasing. Each one is adding more light, love, forgiveness and gratitude to the collective matrix.

You are an important element to this unfolding. Join this increasing number of awakened conscious beings and begin to envision a reality that supports life, that supports well-being and the honoring of all. In whatever manner and at whatever level, begin. Each time you uplift your attitude or judgment of another, each time you offer a prayer of gratitude, each time you invite the support of the non-physical beings of light to assist you and the situation you have focused upon, you are making a significant difference.

We have shared all the many ways that you can offer your awakened vibrations and thoughts. Join with others, have your own personal support group of like-minded individuals who encourage you to maintain your highest and most profound frequency and divine power and connections.

Remember to shake off the limitations and the feelings of powerlessness. These are just an illusion that is a part of the pandemic. You are the solution, you are the antidote. It is your strongly held frequency of love, joy, and compassion that reinforces and anchors a foundation for change.
We know we have engaged your attention. We know we have stirred your remembering of who you are and why you are here at this time. We acknowledge your courage, and your willingness to be a part of this wonderful evolution of consciousness. You are seen and you are deeply appreciated. We are always on call for your behalf, as are all the infinite beings of light, for the healing of this planet. This transmission is complete.

the ‘team’

©2014 Peggy Black All Rights Reserved. You may share this message and distribute as long as nothing is changed, you credit the author and include this copyright notice and web address. www.morningmessages.com

A Special Comment from Peggy:

I have never before make a commit [sic] about the transmissions from the ‘team’.

I know that many of you avoid watching the news because it is so disturbing. We must remember that we are the only ones who can anchor a different reality.

I would like to invite each of you to spend this next month as a Conscious Alchemist watching the news and reading the news with the intention of offering an uplifting new reality to each situation.
Send your light, love, forgiveness and compassion to every news article that you desire to be resolved and healed. Call upon all divine beings of light to minister to each situation in your neighborhood or any place on our planet where there is conflict. See this resolved to the highest and best for all; envision harmony, and peace.

I have been doing news homework at the request of the ‘team’ for over five years and it will be wonderful to have a large group of conscious beings joining me. Let’s make the difference.

Blessings of deep gratitude,